Thursday, August 13, 2009

You Are Not Alone........

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me

You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone

For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be thereI'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone...
SING: Michael Jackson
Written BY : Kelly and Robert S

Sunday, June 28, 2009



Monday, May 11, 2009

Scars/ Heart/ Hurt

Oh Well, Once again just like always wanted to say something to my lonely page. Hopefully tonight I am able to say something. Well, before I even start saying anything, I must admit, that the more I get heavyhearted, the more I remember what life i have been live all this time. Does that something that happens to every one of you ? Could you just write a comment and let me know. What makes me heartbroken is not whats happening around me or to me; in-fact its me whose making it hard and making it a deal and then it turns me into a whole new world of thoughts, and dreams. Let me ask something; Have you ever been hurt and when the place tries to heal a bit then you just pull the scars off of it over and over again? I guess that's what makes life harder, because you never let it heal, well mind you that that is my nature to do so; which means that's what I do always. I tried many times not to have anymore wholes in my heart, because there is no more blood lift and there is no more power lift for my heart to pump blood, but still I am giving. Maybe I am a giver, without noticing it that I am already hurt. Maybe I enjoy hurtful life, or maybe I was born to be hurt. Will my scars one day heal ?

Monday, March 16, 2009


I just wish we would never be at this point; but I am lost that I can see myself in. I honestly, tried my best to make it better, but it seems it didn't work out. I wanted to find some other way, but you really didn't help me to figure that way out. I wish you knew at least a little bit of whats going on, and I wish you would've tried to fix it too. I am sure you knew something about it, but always there has been trust issues, which I really don't know why would this issue come up. Trust me, I said what I said, and I promise that I will do my best always to do what I have promised before. If there is a god in this world, then he will help me too...........

Monday, January 26, 2009

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Life has Ups and Downs, Its you how you handle it

Yeap, this is me and this is the final chapter for 2008; the final journey that will be published on my blog ( maybe :) ) .
2008 was kind of a good year for me. Start was OK, and as I was going through it, it was looking weird to me. I had things going on in my life, and there were big things happen to me. Yes, Big things. I can't name them all, but sure enough "Big Things" that I am writing an article about it here on my page. Some of them were good and some of them were not that a good to be remembered; but there is something now I have learned, that This is life, and life has ups and downs, its me how I handle it. Of course I have learned alot from it, but the good part of these "things" is that I am all OK, happy and living with my lovable family and friends. Everyone seems happy just as happy as I am, and that is my goal to see everyone happy. Not to forget at the end to mention that in the past three day we had over 50 cm snow, which makes me what ?.. sooooo happy :). Yes Of course happy white everywhere, and very nice to start my new year of 2009 with white, bright, and good looking year; and I am wishing you everyone a very happy and very enjoyable holidays with starting a very successful year.
Wish you all the best !
~ A . J . A~

Sunday, November 23, 2008

November the second last month of the year

Now I am here to say about November. The eleventh month of the year which brings us to almost the second last month of another year that is passing from our lives. Thanks God still we are happy and living under God's blesses, which makes us hopeful for better life. This november was I think of the most annoying, and most crouded november of my life. The world crisis, the Dubai Fireworks, The US historic Election, The release of CBC Melissa Fung, The Bankruptcy, The finding of new galaxy ..The......The.......... and The...
Is this always like this in the world and I never realized, or is it I am just waking up, and seeing all these things ? well maybe "this is how life was suppose to be"
Anyways, with all these things happening in the world, and things going on arround us, we must thanks God always. The most important part of living is to live happy and to survive. Being blessed always doesn't mean to live on the top of the world; well ofcourse it does, but living happy, with friends, and families, with someone you love, and with respect,,, thats called being blessed too; and thats HOW I LIVE.

Monday, October 06, 2008

Euorope Tour

OK, Now I am back to say something for my lonely page.
After all this waiting and waiting I got to see all my family; people I haven't seen them in all my life, or I haven't seen them for long long time. After Euorope tour, I am in Neitherlands, and soon back to Germany. I had the best time with everyone, but the most important part of this trip was to forget my past life and start a new one with Love, Laugh, and Life. Well, here I must add that, "It's impossible to forget past, you can live without past but you can't forget it. "
I will be back to Canada soon and I will have the same life that I had. I realy dont kow what I am writing here,....lets just leave ittttttttttt like this.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Thursday, August 28, 2008


YES! Ruhollah Nekpa, a proud Afghan, who brought a medal for first time to Afghanistan. A young poor Afghan who showed that we are a nation that can do much bigger things than what people can expect us. JAAANNN JANN AFGHANISTAN!!!

Monday, July 21, 2008

Just a diary about love... (never finished)

YES, I just wanted to know If LOVE is more important or LIFE? it better to LIVE without LOVE ? or is it better to just LOVE and if you dont get it, then dont LIVE ? Nowadays, everyone is talking about Love, but the story behind today's love is I think not the same as it used to be. I am so confused, when I always talk to anybody, they are talking about oh, I love this and I love that, but I can't find any sign of love in them. Well, maybe the real love is what I see, not what I beleive in; but if this concept is true, then I am wrong, I am totally wrong about it. So many times, I tried to find out Love, or at least figure out the meaning of love, but all I googled, and I got was these words : "hurt" "die" "tears" "end " "cry " and more and more....
or just like I used to think the meaning, which was Land of sadness, Ocean of tears, Voice of danger, End of life; but still none of them make sense to me. Actually, why would Love be stronger, when you are hurt than when you are happy ?.... may be Love is hurting,,, may be love is parallel with downside. No wonder always sunset means love ?.... No wonder loneliness means Love,,,,, or no wonder .............................................................................................................................................................................................. :(

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

How Much Do You Respect Your Family ?

I just wanted to add something in here tonight, and thats why I guess I can't sleep. The "somthing" that I want to add to my Diary Page on the web is I guess about Loving family.
Guys, one thing I can tell you, never ever think that you can forget your family, no matter where you from, what is your ethic or background, or whatever else you think. The most important people of life are our families, and the best of all is Mom and Dad. Did you guys actually knew how much you are worth it in your Daddy's heart ?... Did you know that Dad is the only guy who ever wants your happiness from bottom of his heart. Did you actually ever figured out that Dad is the most honest and true person in your life ?... YES! I did figur it out; and thats something I am sharing with you tonight here in this page.
Respect your Family, Respect every individuals,,, and you will reach the highest point of happiness. I PROMISE !!!!

Thursday, February 21, 2008

Life was not suppose to be easy

I used to say that, but now I am writing a topic about it.
YEs, " Life was not suppose to be easy "

If we were to live always easy, and got always everything we needed, then we would never enjoyed our lives as much as we should. The good thing about life is, that one day its down and one day it is up. If we don't go down, then we would never know that we are up. Anyone you meet in this world, they have some kind of problem, and everyone says that their problem is the biggest than anyone else, but the fact is, that they never think this is how life is, and this is how we suppose to live. This is a part of our mession to complete the whole idea of living. On the other hand, by solving life's journey we know that we are alive and we call it " Life", otherwise we would be dead the way that even we wouldn't know.
In this topic, if I were to write, I could write pages and pages, but never finished the topic. I just mentioned a paragraph about it, and if you are with me then share you thought with others now. (post your comments)

Saturday, January 19, 2008


This section is just for Canadian troops in Afghanistan. Thoese who serve this country and put their lives at risk to bring peace to this world. Thoese who gives their life to save Afghan's children's life. Thoese who leave their Mom, Dad, Wife, Son, Daughter just to protect someone else's life. Thoese who are flying over 8000km to give a gift to Afghan's called "FREEDOM". And finally this section is for thoese who, if I write those and thoese, there will be thousonds of books filled of their braveness and courageousness.

Monday, December 31, 2007

Happy New Year of 2008

Wish you a very successful, and an unbelieveable Year of Dream comming true.
With best regards, and wishes of best Luck.
~ A . J . A ~

Monday, December 24, 2007

End of 2007,

2007 is gone, and still we are surviving, which is great and we have to appreciate what everyone has done for us.
I am greatful to my God, my Mom, Dad, and my hounorable family. I am also very happy that I had a very happy, enjoyable year with my friends, everywhere.
Quote of the year end is,
" In order to be successful for the new year, first set new goal, then work hard to reach it. Don't give up ! "

Thursday, May 24, 2007

THE HOUR With George Stroumboulopoulos

I was interviewing George Stroumboulopoulos the host of TV show on CBC called: THE HOUR. This guy is absolutly genius. His show is Canada's Number One TV show, and I really like to watch it. His show is so real, and he is not afraid to ask anything he want when he interviews someone else, not even swearing. The reason I put this picture here is, because this is one of my favorite interviews in my life I ever had, so I thought to share it.

Monday, May 14, 2007


I don't know what to say about Mom. Everyone knows who Mom is, and how special person is Mom in life. My Mom is the greatest Mom in this world. My Mom is the number one Mom in the world. My Mom is everything. She loves me even when I go crazy. :) She showed me how much she cares about me. She thought me everything. If I want to describe you Mom, I don't think I can write it down in thousonds pages. But one thing I want you to know Mom, that you are always in my heart. Pray for you from bottom of my heart.

I love you Mom for everrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.....

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

When are you going to come and pic this card from me ?

This card has been waiting sence I know you, but I am waiting for you to come and pic it up. You never know your schedule, your calender, and yout timtable, otherwise, I think you should have been here long time ago. I will keep it only for you, for ever...

...used to dance like this:

Sorry for inconvenience :

I am really sorry, because long time I haven't updated this blog. It is all because I was alittle bit busy, I hope you forgive me. It is always my pleasure to hear from you and see your lovely comments. It doesn't matter for me, if you don't want me to publish your comment. I will not publish your comment on this blog or on the comments page, if you don't like to; but it does matter for me to hear what you really want to know more about me, and this blog. I will try to update here soon, and put something that you can actually enjoy your time.

Friday, December 29, 2006

Happy New Year

A.J.A: Wishing you happiest, safest, luckiest, and lovely year for you.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

You will remember me
You will remember me like
When rain washes the dust from the face of an old stone which will be located on my cemetery.
So my forgotten name would apear and shine
After years
You will remember me...

Monday, October 30, 2006

Letter to Mom

Mom! How can I appreciate you? How can I explain your kindness?
You worth a BIG planet to me. I know how much you love me; I feel how you feel about me, even when I go crazy sometimes; but you know thats your crazy son. :)

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Monday, October 16, 2006

Click Here for Test

Please, if You want to do this test; follow the instructions. Be very careful, and get the result. If you think it is untrure, then don't even botter to Click on it from now.

Friday, October 13, 2006

Meaning of LOVE:

This is what the real meaning of love is for me.

=Land of Sadness .

=Ocean of Tears .

=Voice of Danger .

= End of Life .

copyright @ AJA2006

Monday, October 09, 2006

Monday, October 02, 2006

Here I am agian, I am the one who is really tired of being me. I am the one who always writing about you.
Nothing would be harder for me than being away from you. Away one meter or thousond killometers. I wish you knew it; I wish you would at least realize, that how hard it is. How God has made you to not even realize what happens when a heart breaks.
Creating a new world, with imaginations and thoughts of you. Creating a black world, with blue threes and white clouds. Creating a world of loneliness, which followed me all my life. Years came and past, but you still in the same place. Months and months came and past, but you have the same place in my heart. Here write it down one word to show everyone, who are you.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

Me, Ducks, and the only Lake. Nothing else

Lonely guy; the only place is left for me, is lake, water and ducks. I spend hours and hours, nights, midnights, even sometimes brightness of the morning kicks me out of there.
The only thing I hear from the water, is your voice. Don't leave me alone please, if you have a human heart.

Just For You:

This Picture was taking by me, Ajmal. I took this because I have to submite 20 pictures for assignment, for photography class. I liked it to put it here, and share it with you. Do you like my photography or no?
Just one word from you might be a world for me. :)

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Like the wind

A bird, once high in the sky
So proud, so gentle, so nice
You came and caught her, why
You made her heart to melt
Only she knew how it felt

But yours is still as cold as ice

A bird locked in the cage
Most beautiful on the earth
It can get you on every age
It’s when angels come down on earth
That is what they tell
But it turned my life into hell

The bird keeps singing
Her tears fall into the sea
You go ahead with smiling
Standing far, but oh so near
Waiting for the words she heard, once
Your answer is silence

Don’t know where I belong
Standing alone on the highway
I can not wait for long
Birds always fly away
Time is the only thing I need

I am just like the wind

By: Suzanna Homayun

My Pain

Life makes me suffer
There is nothing left to offer
I just want to be heard
To spread my wings
Like a bird
There’s too much left unspoken
Too many times my heart was broken
I look through the darkness
And I know there must be light ones
One look in the eyes of my fears
And I’m drunk on my own tears
The wine on my hands is the blood
The make-up on my face is the mud
I carry the pain in my chest
But I olso need time for rest

By: Suzanna Homayun


A friend like you is hard to find
And you must know you’re on my mind
In this cruel world we all are alone
But you can not handle it on your own
Because of friends I hold on to life
And try not to think about the knife
When I needed you, you were there
That’s why I think you really care
When you’re afraid or feeling blue
I want to be there for you
If the life will drift us apart
It will break my bleeding heart
The correct words are difficult to find
I have not any force to write
All I want to say is that:
Know who your real friends are
Even when they are far
And if I can break free
Remember who I used to be.

By: Suzzana Homayun

Monday, September 25, 2006

My Wishes

I wish
I was a fish
In the sea
Nobody could see.

I wish I was strong
And I was able to sing a song
In the sun, in the rain, in the cloud
I was sing for you, some times low, sometimes loud.

I wish I was a stone
And I had everything with my own
Never told anyone my mystery
Keep them safe, and put them in the history.

I don't know what to write for you more
In every competition you get more score
It is better to stop here now
because I don't know to beat you how.

By: Ajmal
Dec 23rd, 2005.
Oakville, ON, Canada

Your Eyes

I don’t want yellow color
I don’t want millions of dollar
I just in love with your eyes
I don’t want anymore love flower

You told me, no more talk with you
No kiss, no look, no walk with you
I can do nothing, except thinking about you
Because you have something rock with you

I have heard that you don’t love me anymore
And you don’t want to have me anymore
I knew that you will do this with me
But if my heard is real; then you won’t have me anymore

This poem has something wrong
But your love will change it to song
My English is only ten months old
But your eyes made my English strong

By: Ajmal Ahmad
July 1, 2005.
Oakville, ON, Canada.

Just for you. (f)

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